Those days →
Day 30 - highs and lows
1. This past Friday - low 2. Ryan texting me and me answering - low 3. Spring break - high 4. All of the DG crap - low 5. Bonding with my pledge sisters/future sisters - high 6. Realizing I wouldn’t have been happy in Chi O - high You know what? Shit happens all of the time. It’s how we deal with it that counts.
Day 29 - goals for this month
To continue to lose weight. To pass econ..which is questionable right now. To stay strong throughout this entire dg mess. To convince my mom visiting jai in montreal is a great idea.
Day 28 - something that you miss
There are many things that I miss -Riding -Bert -My best friends -The diner -Being loved -Sometimes Ryan but only because he was the last one I really cared about I guess -Summer
Day 27 - a problem I've had
I’ve had many problems, who hasn’t? I guess it all goes back to not believing I’m good enough, which I always let get in the way of my success. All I can say about it is that I’m working on it.
Day 26 - who attracts me
In a sexual way? I’m 70% about the body. Chubsters freak me out which is weird because it’s not like I’m perfectly skinny but the thought of doing the nasty with someone with bigger man boobs than me? No thanks. I love light colored eyes and dark hair and those six pack abs and arms and I could go on forever about what kind of guy I love. As Jai would put it, I love the “up...
Day 25 - someone who fascinates me
I think every guy I’ve ever dated fascinates me. I always wonder why and try to pick everything apart. Is it fair to say everyone fascinates me? I don’t understand why a lot of people do the things they do and constantly wonder what the hell is going through their mind. In all honesty, it’s everyone I’ve ever met.
Day 24 - favorite movie
I’m not much a movie person. I go to the movies, I’ve seen the classics but they were never really my thing. I more remember who I went with and what we said after wards than the actual movies. I guess it would have to be Letters to Juliet, only because I saw it with the sisterhood and it was just one of those days when everything fell into place. I love more the idea of movies than to...
Day 23 - five celebrities
I won’t post pictures because that’s a little middle school but Jude Law, Ian Somerhalder, James Franco, Alex Pettyfur and young Leo Dicaprio
Day 22 - the past two years
Two years ago, I was a mess. I had been dumped and I was absolutely destroyed and cried several times a month. On top of that, that’s when I started to realize how old we were getting and that terrified me more than being alone. Two years ago was not a good time in my life. Since then, I’ve tried to be more understanding and compromising when I need to be and to be more positive about...